December 2010
26 posts
Not knowing if I'm ever going to have you kills me...
laurenruizmanuel:
But I have to look happy so that I don’t bring you down with me.
Day 3: My views on drugs/alcohol.
Drugs = a no-no. They screw you up in ways that just aren’t good, any way you look at it. Addiction, brain damage, etc etc. It’s just not worth it in my opinion.
Alcohol is acceptable in moderation. You go out and party a bit, have a few drinks… sure, why not? Getting blackout drunk a few times a week, though, is wayy too much. It hurts your body, it hurts your image (of...
Day 2: Where I'd like to be in 10 years.
Let’s see… I’ll be 28. First thing is that I definitely want to be in a stable career, doing what I really want to do: save endangered species. I’d love to be working at the Zoo, but if my opportunities take me elsewhere, that’s okay. I really just want to be making a difference.
Second- I’d like to be married. Have a house and a husband to come home to at...
It hurts, but I promise it's okay.
Day 1- My Current Relationship
Non-existant. I’ve been single for a long time, and I’m over it. It’s nice to have freedom and less commitment and everything else that comes with being a single woman, but the joy I found in that wore off ages ago. I’m ready for the challenge a relationship brings. Plus I miss the holding hands, cuddling, the closeness you share with someone that’s unlike anyone else...
I'll be right beside you
When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense…
If your heart wears thin, I will hold you up
And I will hide you if it gets too much.
I’ll be right beside you,
Nobody will break you.
I’ll be right beside you.
fuck-yeah-tumblrs-best-posts:
Congratulations,...
My Personality :
I’m loud I’m obnoxious I’m sarcastic I’m cocky I cry easily I have a bad temper For the most part, I don’t like people I’m easy to get along with I have more enemies than friends I’ve smoked I’ve smoked weed I drink coffee I clean my room daily I am claustrophobic
Relationships :
I’m in a relationship now I’m single I’m crushing I’m in love I’m always scared of...
Ah, rainy Decembers.
They make me all nostalgic and stuff. Ho hum.
For some reason, the holiday season is the time when I remember stuff. Like, sophomore and junior year of high school stuff. A certain song will come on the radio, or I smell the wet-pavement-and-Christmas-tree smell. Haha, a certain smelly smell, that smells…. Oh boy, that’s the 1:30 AM awake-but-shouldn’t-be-awake delirium...
The truth is I still care, and always will.
I’m not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life, and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life, and say I wondered what happened to so, and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there...
Need a holiday gift for family or friends?
I design and make jewelry :] My stuff is really elegant- I do wire wrapping and use nice beads. I would be happy to help you design a piece of jewelry (I do necklaces, earrings, bracelets and anklets) that would be a perfect Christmas gift for your mom, sister, girlfriend, etc.! I work pretty fast so it would be done within a few days of designing it, and my jewelry is quite cheap compared to...
ohcassondraaa asked: neicey! where did you get that black cover up that i borrowed that night during the first night of serenades? i'm looking for one and i really loved that one! haha.
not-so-average-life asked: I love what it says in ur info on the side (esp. from "I'm gonna reach-thinks or says"...It sounds like a great quote--would u mind if I quoted u? =)
I miss the feeling of a hand in mine.
theindefiniteself:
I want to be understood.
"When life gives you lemons,
you bite into them and make a funny scrunched-up face.”
-Anonymous
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If you only knew...
….I don’t think it would make any difference.
What I accomplished today:
Finished editing my Culture, Art and Technology paper and submitted it on turnitin.com. Just have to give it to my TA tomorrow!
Finished my Philosophy study guide and spent some time looking over it. Will do more of that by 11:30 AM tomorrow.
Got my blue book for the Philosophy test. 50 cents!
Packed to go home tomorrow night <3 so excited!
Did some thinking, and some forgetting, and some...
Too much emotion for one day.
Going to sleep. Hopefully I won’t feel so awful tomorrow.